SoMebOdY's Me...

“I don’t know why but it’s not what the exterior splendor that made me love her, I don’t know what completed me to be in love with her…I just did without any uncertainty.”

I met her in an unexpected jiffy of my existence; steadily I grabbed all my strength to ask over her name. She jammed me at first sight; she’s not that God damn striking, but she’s uniquely eye-catching. I became a dupe of her alluring charm. She’s that type of gal that’s trouble-free, standoffish type but in the Lord’s way her smile melts every being that would embrace her bliss.

As I was approaching her, with great ignominy and bashful sentiment I smiled at her. Waiting for a reply, I unnoticed her looking at my identification card. I blushed for a moment and went to the point immediately; acquaintance then began and it grew to be wholesome. With serendipity, we became classmates and even more group mates.

There are times that she would catch me stunning at her and she would eventually lift her eyebrows asking me if I have something to say; but I always give a smiling nonverbal response. She can sense the emotion that I was trying to express but she’s afraid and even not interested to what I feel. Succumbed with great depression, I glimpsed at her virgin splendor and stayed away from her.

Days turned into months and we became uncomfortable with each other’s presence; so sad to imagine from an outgrown friendship, it turned to be an apathetic predicament. I want to go near and nearer but the fear of being drawn away kept my feet stuck on my position.

My days were empty without her in my sight and side, so hurting but that’s the way it has to be. I have to accept this reality. It came into an instance that I was invited to her 18^th birthday, with all the hesitation I made it came out to be a “yes” when she personally invited me. With a gleam optimism of contact, I made it to her birthday.

“The ambiance of the place tickled my skin for a minute or two but as I saw her in front sitting like a princess, my heart was filled with so much excitement and gawkiness. After sometime, she then came to our table and greeted our presence. She poked me with a smile and it seemed that there was nothing to be doubtful about. I don’t know why but it’s not what the exterior splendor that made me love her, I don’t know what completed me to be in love with her…I just did without any uncertainty.”

The flow of the party ended me up doomed as my name was concealed as the 17^th of her eighteen roses. I almost fainted as my name was fluently and glibly mentioned; and also to her shock, it made me pity myself ‘coz I wasn’t prepared for that moment.

“Time seemed to slow down as we held hands together and began moving our feet with agreement. We were both introverted for that case in point; for the first time I danced with a debutant whom I longed for so real. If only I can make the moment stop for eternity and steal her presence, I would have to…but instance is just not invariable.”

We parted ways; both made a glimpse for the last time…and goodbye.